----confused?!
8:30 PM + Wednesday, July 26, 2006
finally back to school after 2 days of mc..but was still not feeling gd today..still had headache every now and then...
felt like crying this morning when i asked my dad abt his work..just can't bear to see my dad having to work early in the morning in the office until 5pm..then having to drive the taxi after that(though it's for another 15 days or so)..i'm afraid that he will tired himself up...just now saw him resting on the sofa to get ready to drive later and when he leave the hse..i wanted to cry..but control my tears frm rolling down as i was afraid that my parents get worried..i can't do anything but to helplessly watch them come back home feeling all tired out..
sometimes i wonder when i'm with other ppl talking and laughing..izzit the real me..am i real..what is the real me..ah...
ahhh..stupid..why am i crying..haix..i feel lost...
anyway..those who see this post..please dun ask me anything when u see me...cos..i will cry
...yup..
maybe i think too much..haix..
but all in all i feel much better typing all this out...haix...flying off...cya..
