----results day....*sobx*
11:21 AM + Saturday, February 10, 2007
hey ppl..wanted to blog yesterday de..but was to sad to do that..anyways..i didn't do well for my o's at all rather..it was bad..i failed my english and other sub were bad too..dun ask me abt the pts..it was more then expected(abt twice of wat i hope to get)..but anyway when my teacher told me that i failed my eng i was thinking "i'm dead"...then when she say i can maybe go to poly i was like "okie at least i can maybe get into poly.."but i just couldn't go to course i wish to go..then when my friends ask how izzit..i just broke down & cry..sobx...i couldn't actually except the fact but i guess i have to and as i was calling my family ppl i cried everytime i tell them..pastor alvin did ask me to call but i say not cos i was to tired to cry anymore...even though yesterday night i calm down and thought of the courses that i maybe able to get in and wasn't crying cos i didn't want anyone to worry..but guess wat..i cried again this morning thinking bout it again..but it's all just too late..sobx..haix..i think i have to really except this and believe that he had made plans ahead for me in life...and thanks ppl for encouraging me...but ppl..pls dun ask me again i dun wish to break down and cry again..it's rather tiring :)...and to those who are abt the same as me..stay strong and believe in god like i am doing now...yup...anyways..i'm hoping that the choices that i made will be part of his plan and hope that the sch will except me..yup..i think i'll end here..*******.........flying slowly away .........********
